This whole “trying to lose weight” thing was making me crazy. I was on the road to an eating disorder relapse.
So I’ve decided to just accept myself as-is. Shocking, I know, for me. But I’m doing it.
My goal is just to not gain. If I happen to lose, great. But I’m not working for it anymore.
I’d rather be 5 lbs overweight and happy than a “perfect” weight and have an eating disorder. I’m tired of sacrificing my enjoyment of life. It’s not worth it.